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Clearing

August 24, 2011 By Alana 6 Comments

Since last night I’ve been clearing and releasing, clearing and releasing, wracked with sobs that feel older than this lifetime. It’s been months since I’ve cried this hard. I know better than to question it. I crumple and allow myself to fall apart. I am held – last night by my husband, today by both he and Ada. I cry until the pain in my chest is gone. I quiet my mind as it warns me to stop after a minute or two. I quiet my mind as it cries out that I am a victim. I am not done. There are more tears to be shed. But for now, there is peace.

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  1. Roos says

    August 25, 2011 at 4:00 am

    Please let yourself be held. I’m holding you from afar – as tight as possible!
    xxxxxxxx

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  2. Christa says

    August 25, 2011 at 4:42 am

    Peace is good, and so is letting it all out.

    Holding space for you, here…

    Love.

    Reply
  3. Lindsey says

    August 25, 2011 at 5:26 am

    Sending you so much love.
    xox

    Reply
  4. pamela says

    August 25, 2011 at 12:45 pm

    Sending you peace and courage. Thank you for sharing this journey and giving us permission for sadness as well. xoxo

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  5. Kristin Noelle says

    August 25, 2011 at 2:43 pm

    Groaning with you, Alana. And sending love.

    Reply
  6. illuminary says

    August 30, 2011 at 5:23 pm

    Love is the only answer..
    to the pain of the process of living…
    ((((HUGS)))

    Reply

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